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Tuesday, 10 June 2008

  • *sighs*

    Xanga still rather sucks, and no one I care about really uses it. Still, this is my name, and it will always be my name. Don't look for anything new, just tolerate the blandness of this and go back to the nothing.

Friday, 29 September 2006

  • >>;;;;

    If you are seeking an entry from me, it very likely will not happen. I keep my Xanga so I can read what other people write on their Xangas. I do not post here. I do not like Xanga, especially with it's forever-and-a-day posting system now (I see they've copied the tags system from another site, because that wasn't there either), or the fact it's also just a dating community in disguise (also why I hate Myspace). For my daily (actually, weekly may be a better definition) posting needs, I use the original journal I started off with on the web, and this is not it.

    I use my Livejournal for the sake of keeping other people up-to-date on my life. I have a journal on just about every single well-known journaling/blogging system. It's simply my way to attempt world domination to keep tabs on the people associated with that system. I don't particularly like any of the other systems besides Livejournal, which is why I don't post on them. I used to cross-post all my entries between three of the journals, but it takes up too much of my already scanty online time to do that.

    If you want to know what's going on in my life, you're not going find it here. Sorry, but that's the way it is. No amount of complaining, pestering, bitching, persuasion, etc. is going to change my mind. Go join Livejournal and friend my journal if you're so insistent on knowing what's going on in my life. Otherwise, don't ask me to update, ask me what's going on in my life, whine that I don't talk to you, etc. It's just going to piss me off.

    And if I've pissed you off, so be it. What are you going to do to me? Flame my journal? End your subscription? Track me down and bitch me out in person? I don't much care, really. Flamers are fun, half of you don't post, and pinning me down is going to be a pain.

    So, jolly good day everyone.

    Currently Listening
    Buffy the Vampire Slayer - Once More, with Feeling
    By Various Artists, Joss Whedon, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Christophe Beck
    I'm Standing in the Way
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Saturday, 18 March 2006

  • The world at large lies in confusion, but I do nothing but stare....

    When you think you're the last sane person on the face of the earth, does that make you crazy?
    Everyday, I ask this, about myself. Yes. No. Maybe. I don't know. All I know is that the world's completely screwed over and the protestations of a singular being will do nothing to forestall the eventual demise of sanity and the reality I consider truth as a whole. Why?

    Because that is the way the world works.


    When your particular brand of sanity is viewed by the world at large as insanity, does that make you crazy?
    Yes. No. Maybe. It depends on who you ask. Person A says whole-heartedly yes. Person B twiddles his thumbs and eventually says maybe. Person C doesn't care. And I certainly don't know. I take action, doing the things that are right-turns to the stated matter-of-fact you-go-left-here's. I think ideas that are curious, strange, and, above all, abnormal. Why?

    Because that is the way I work in the world.


    When all the world looks at you and sees something terrible, does that mean you're truly great?
    The world at large says no. Certain people say yes. All I can say is I don't know. Again. Perhaps that is the greatest lesson to be learned by humanity as a whole, that the yes', no's, and maybe's don't matter to the truth of life. That sometimes saying 'I don't know' is perfectly fine, because it is the truest answer any of us might be able to give. Life is a complex and beautiful thing, meant to be experienced with every fiber of our being. What is the point to a life half-lived, from fear of 'what if's'? What is the point to a life not lived at all, because all we can see is what others think of what we do? Nothing. Why?

    Because that is the way of most beauty in our twisted world.




    As a sort of not-so-side-note, I have one more thing to say.

    Because a life lived without love is tasteless and dry, I say unto you who I care for and adore, who makes me think the world is a place that can be, and should be, saved, who I cannot bear to see saddened by life in any way, shape or form...








    I love you.

Wednesday, 11 January 2006

  • My otoutobun is vaguely pestery about me updating. I update plenty!!!! Just........ not here. Hahahaha.

    Anyway, update time, I suppose. Most all of you have missed out on all my boyfriend-drama following Christmas and overrunning into the new year. So, long story made supremely short, Jesi's single again. *shrugs* At least, that's what I figure. I put the ball in his court the Wednesday before New Years and, as far as I can see, he dropped it. Especially if part of the reason the ball's over there is feeling less than wanted? So, yeah. No, I'm not really looking. No, I'm not that depressed. I'm okay.

    I have a hopeful thing for a job, but it's still only in app-stage. I hope I get called to interview soon. Or something like that.

    I'm vastly bored, and I have no life. But, then again, that's no news, is it?

    (otoutobun = a friend treated as a younger brother)

    Currently Listening
    Kyo Kara Maoh Original Soundtrack
    Arigatou
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Thursday, 27 October 2005

  • Agh. My toe's bugging me. *frustrated* Agh agh. Why is my toe bugging me, you ask? Let me tell you, kiddies. Jesi dropped a folding table from about thigh-high onto her feet edgewise. On Sunday. The right big toe turned purple-black within a minute and had me crying/whimpering for about five. Started bleeding from under the nail in the evening. Parents are for-sure I'm going to lose the nail.

    People in The Haunt whine about headaches and splinters. Meanwhile, Jesi has been acting on a bad foot for the past week. Jesi gets headaches pretty much every night, Haunt night or not. Jesi has something embedded in her bad foot's heel. Does Jesi have any pity for the kids?

    No. What makes you think I would? Jesi never has pity for anyone who is idiotic enough to do something that will injure themselves. Which is why I don't ask for pity about my bloody toe. It's my own damn fault it's injured.

    *mutters* Doesn't make it hurt less, though.

    Currently Listening
    Utena the Movie - Adolescence Rush
    By Shinkichi Mitsumune
    Toki Ni Ai Wa
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